NeW YeaR's COMING

Well guys, lots of things have happened this year, both the good ones and the bad ones, but anyway 2009 is coming to an end...............

But whatever it is, I have great fun being with my family n my frens, i gonna miss those moments that I cherish the most this year but anyway, life gotta move on...................

I know that this year also, I may have intentionally/accidentally hurt the ppl that I care about and to some readers. Therefore, I would like to take this moment to humbly apologize and I promise that I try my best not to ever repeat the same mistake again. I feel remorseful when I hurt you guys and I deeply regret it. So plz pardon my sins and forgive my mistakes =( ....................

Anyway 2010 is coming up, and I cant hardly wait for what's to come on this brand new year. New challenges, new events, I'm prepared to take them head on! =)

So have fun, guys! Drive, but don't drink, alrite?

Here wishing all my family, frens and readers a happy prosperous new year..............

Until then guyz........................................

OverLoaDeD

Well i dunno guys but i've been sick offlate, not bcos of swine flu or anything but funnily enough, it's my stomach dats giving me problem.........

It's like this: I was ordering my usual fried noodles lunch from the usual canteen stall and realise dat their serving was too little. But when I go for another serving, this time the auntie give like 2 servings in 1 plate so it was like damn A LOT for $1 fried noodle lunch. And I somehow manage to finish them...........

Then later at nite I was 'forced' to finish the leftovers(or else it would be really damn wasted) and it's like 2 or 3 plates of rice and dishes and again, somehow i manage to finish them......

And now i was having this funny sensation in my stomach, bloated I think, for hours and now i'm waiting for it to go away......................

Hiaz.....................

Until then guyz...........................................

WheN BoreDoM StrikeS........

Yeah as u can guess, i'm so freakin BORED!!!!!

Bcos rite now all my frens r outside and I'm stuck here at home precisely doing NOTHING but staring into space.

Anyway I overslept this morning n have a super late breakfast(which turn into lunch). Thought of continuing wif my comic scripting but I got really tired in the afternoon(I dunno y) and slept again. Then sometime at 5pm I manage to finish almost 1 and a half page, but nvm there's still progress.

I dunno y i'm feeling so down, maybe it's bcos i didnt hang out wif my guys as usual or smth. but anyway i was so bored wif my PSP(since there r no exciting games or smth.........but if there's any dat i may have not notice, can suggest plz? thx)

And i'm writing out this post just to kill time haha =x

Until then guys...................................

24th DeC....................

Yesterday i go out jamming as per usual wif my band Wings Of The Devilz. Actually during dat session we intend to make 7 music videos but in the end we only got time for 2 videos which have like 4 or 5 takes each? LMAO.............

Anyway there's bits of disappointment cos the previous users are still using our favourite room in the studio. Secondly, the half of the stage lights are spoilt so only half of the stage is lit. WTH?

Well, the previous users were the production crew and artistes from MediaCorp filming a brand new series called.............(shit i 4got the name)...............which is to be aired on Suria channel. It's about how a band which plays old songs(like1994 songs), rose to fame - like from nobodies become superstars. Kinda interesting, i think i gonna watch when the series are out......=)

Anyway since we r being graciously cooperative with the production crew by letting them have our room for our 1st hour, so they pay for us 1 hour but in a slightly smaller room. And what's more, 1 of them(i dunno whether she's an artiste or producer), Seri Wahyuni Jais, offer us a contract, which is to hire us for another production if they require another band. It was like OMG it's so damn COOL and obviously, we accept it. But 1st thing 1st we need 2 get ourselves properly skilled b4 they call us in.

Alrite here's 1 of the videos dat we recorded. It's I'm Not Okay by My Chemical Romance at the 3rd take(Take note, i'm the vocalist haha =D)

I understand the background's damn noisy bcos this is taken right from the phone cam so it's still fresh, not yet edited. Hope u enjoy it =)

Until then guys............................

NeGaTiviTy...........

Yeah yeah I know I havent update this blog for weeks now. Well I've been busy lately(most of the time bcos of my band, Wings Of the Devilz)

Anyway a hell lot of things happen in the past few wks. Bad.......very bad...........

First of all, rite now I already sever ties wif Putri bcos she suddenly ask me 2 stop contacting her ever again. And when i mean i sudden it's really SUDDEN. Like out of the blue. Cos a week ago i was asking her if she wanna come for my band gig and she replies "Sorry I'm busy.......don't text me ever again" and i was like "WTH?!". I mean, wat the hell i do to her sia. But then ppl change over time and since this is the way it is, well i wish her all the best for the rest of her entire life.......

Nxt, Nat's been giving me the cold shoulder as USUAL. But this time i really feel things got really out of hand. You see, her best fren got a problem wif me(which i cant tell cos i promise 2 keep it a secret) and i did ask Nat for her help BUT Nat kept spouting nonsense like I'm money-faced, or dat I think she's covering up for her fren(well there IS a possibility) but anyway i dun give a shit bout her anymore. To think my fren wants me 2 b back in gd terms wif her.......well FAT HOPE! Unless........on her knees.....I wan her 2 beg me for forgiveness..........................

Talking bout colleagues, 1 of my frens at my workplace Sharmaine stop coming for work! It's rumoured she's been terminated bcos she no show for work 3x but i really hope dats not the case. Plz come back.................................

Yeah as u can see it's been really gloomy so maybe dat xplains y i'm feeling moody n emo most of the time. But oh well, if it's gotta happen it gonna happen anyway.......................

Until then guys...........................

DeParTure......

1st of all, sorry for the late update, been busy wif stuff u know.......

Anyway, my fren Puteri n her family's been discharged from kkh, so dats really gd news. It's been a while since they stay there so i'm glad they're all ok. Unfortunately, Puteri's abt 2 travel to KL tmr 4 her dance competition so i gonna miss her very much ='(. But nvm i still wish her all the best for her.

As for the band, well my drummer(The Pharoah) has informed us dat we've been offered a contract by this organisation(i 4get wats the name) which aims to help hidden talents like us to be gain a wee bit of fame. So we've decided dat we gonna concentrate on getting dat contract 1st. As for the public performance, it will be put on hold until further notice. Sorry 2 disappoint u guys but we gotta have 2 upgrade our status a bit(if u get wat i mean)..

Dats all for now!

Until then guys.....................

(P.S. we chg the band name to Wings Of Devilz btw)

Wings Of Hearts..........

Well these past few days been really busy so i findly hard time to update tis blog(actually i'm too tired n lazy to update haha =x)

Anyway last tuesday is freaking boring.....as usual in the morning attend the boring lessons(which I use as sleeping time as always) then in the afternoon got my "meeting exam" for CMSK. It actually goes unexpectedly well but I do hope my grp can score in this section so that i can bring back up the subject grade. But anyway stay up till 6 then stay up till 1am just 2 do the freakin meeting minutes. It's very hectic since i gotta handle the ITSMA report as well so it is tough =( .............

N yesterday, go out jamming wif rizal n gang. But wasted like 2hrs waiting 4 every1 to come......esp dat azianna(thx 2 her we r caught in the rain while going 2 the studio). N anyway dat idiot got some problem wif me(i have no bloody idea wat's she so angry bout). But nvm we were having a gd time jamming until she go create some drama and spoil the atmosphere. Seriously, i dun care if u gotta problem wif me or rizal but dun bring it over here n spoil every1 else's moods. Freakin retard!

But anyway at the end of yesterday, we discuss a bit abt Rizal's band, n now, i'm officially recruited in the band, Wings Of Hearts, as the lead vocal. Salim n Zim r recruited as well so now there's 5 of us. Anyway abt the band gig we give ourselves few wks 2 practice n when the rite time comes, who knows, we may b givin a show!(ah, just like the gd old times)

Until nxt time guys.................................

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So many things happen this past few days...........

Last sat, have 2 go up n dwn 3 flrs from the 1st storey storeroom 2 the basement storeroom 9x just to put everything in order n 2 stock up. dats was super tiring. Hiaz.......

Yesterday, come 4 work 2hrs late(for the 1st time) n go do counter until so sian(gotta settle 1 fight between Luqman n "asshole" sometime at nite). But i manage 2 find smth new. Bout y Nat's been giving me the cold attitude..........it's smth i gotta think about...................

N 2dae wasted 3 1/2 hrs of my precious morning listening 2 boring lectures n another 1 hr doing stupid resume for SIP(student internship programme). Ni got ITSMA assignment 2 finish some more.......it's been killing me, this stupid hw..............

Oh yeah i did mention dat i learn smth new regarding Nat just now. I wont share it here cos it's a private matter between me n her. But someday i really need a proper conversation wif her. Just 2 clear things up....................

Now currently taking a break playing Tekken 6 on my PSP =P

Until then guys.........................

BusTeD........

Just got out of the ITSMA lab test and I could tell you it's really like HELL! Well most probably i learn the wrong stuff b4hand(all the topics i memorise like hell nvr came), and iwasnt really thinking straight most of the time. The 1st half of the ppr was alrite, i almost got it all correct but the 2nd half...........................................i gave up.=(

Usually i'm not really concerned or anything abt test results but i'm definitely concerned about how it reflects my overall subject. Cos if I were to fail, means i gotta retake the subject nxt sem = delayed graduation. So i was hoping dat somehow, i would be able to scape thru...........

Until nxt time guys..........

WastE Of TimE........

Yesterday was seriously not wat i expected. Okay, maybe it was my fault after all but the chalet party is really boring 2 me......Okay, cos when I arrive the aunties n uncles already leavin so left the youngsters n most of them are already leaving, so left my gang.

And the most frustrating part is dat none of them seem 2 care dat i already arrive. I mean, they glance at me n say "hi" and dats it. But nvm i didnt really care bout dat. But then i was wondering wat the freaking hell is wrong wif Nat? I mean, she's usually friendly but now she's like distancing herself away from me n like dun talk 2 me or anything. I'm really clueless bout wats wif her sudden chg of attitude wif me n if this goes on, i'm going 2 get really MAD!!!!!:(

Anyway today i gotta wait 4 30mins 2have my own class started cos the previous class was hogging onto the lab. And we spend like almost 6 hrs(which is 1 hr longer than usual). And I was really shagged @ the end of it. N i have 2 study for ITSMA but i too tired (or more like lazy) to study...........

hiaz..............

Until then guys....................

.................

Man, a hell lot of things happen in such short time..........................

Last saturday, my boss ask me 2 attach to Downtown East but i was like......."if u told me this earlier then i just go there straight.......waste time". Anyway dat branch really need my help, n it's not like i dun wan 2 help but, i was like freaking lazy to walk all the way to Downtown East when i already walk all the way 2 white sands from my place, so i was like really tired. Hiaz.....

Sunday's at least slightly better, but still sux anyway. Cos they ask me 2 like fetch a hell lot of things from the basement storeroom on top of my tasks of rearranging the super messy storeroom and the super crammed freezer. And i spend like almost 50mins inside the super cold freezer n whew! i almost got a brainfreeze.....thx 2 whoever the idiot who switch on the goddamn freezer fan switch while i'm still inside.....

N 2dae, the lessons are still pretty boring, although i have 2 prepare for lab test this coming thursday(following my desire i wont give a crap bcos i'll still fail it anyway......but nvm, play the gd guy 4 a wile haha =X ). Anyway i side-track most of the lesson time, bcos i really cant wait 4 2moro evening.......chalet party! Yay!

Anyway i still havent receive word from my fren Putri, who's currently still sick in hospital(i assume). It's really been lonely without her, but oh well, dun wan 2 disturb her recovery..............But still i'll pray 4 the best for her.

Until then guys..........................................

RainFaLL!!!

Yeah today's weather seems a bit heavier than usual but it's so freaking cold(but i lyke :P). Yep everywhere's raining and believe it or not, my skool's 1st flr got slightly flooded(or so i heard). But it's not really serious flooding or else it will be cool =x

Anyway this afternoon got a msg from a pal of mine saying dat she may probably contract dengue(which i hope it's not the case). I tried 2 cheer her up but she's still feeling miserable cos 2nite happen 2 b her prom nite. Oh the worst things gotta happen on the best days!

My INKS assignment submission turn out horrible, cos i manage to "smoke" all the way thru it and I doubt i can get even a pass on dat crap. Oh well, i did the best dat i can rite? So no regrets.

Damn dat double promotion in McD's gonna happen really soon so dat means me n my buddiez gotta work harder to pull it thru( but i guess it doesnt make much difference cos i gotta go thru the worst crap anyway). Man, i really aint looking 4ward 2 work 2moro.*sigh*

As for my sick fren i wish her a speedy recovery n hope she got over her troubles really soon.....

meantime, WHERE THE HELL IS MY TEKKEN 6?!!!!!

Until then guyz......................

DeadLineS!!!!

"Damn, why the hell must I get fever yesterday?"

Dats the 1 thing dat keeps bugging my mind every single hour.

Usually i'm a slacker and I couldnt really care less but this time i really care bcos the deadlines for my assignment submissions are way too CLOSE!!!

If u wondering how bad it can get here's my deadlines:

CMSK2 homework - due this AFTERNOOM
INKS report - due TOMORROW AFTERNOON

Shit if i dun feel sick yesterday, I could relax a bit, but then it's too late to regret. Now i gotta rush against time here.

Until then guys...........................

FriDay ThE 13th.........

Yup, last friday happens to be friday the 13th. But anyway, i skipped my INKS lab session to attend a jamming session by Storm Revivalz(hope i spell correct =P)at Bugis. It's really fun, these guys are great for a reformed band, but i cant really understand y the hell they need another vocalist when they have 2 good vocals. Anyway here r the pics(i lazy 2 update all cos got like 80+ altogether?)

ProJecT WhoReS...........

Damn the last 2nites i didnt get enough sleep........Y? Bcos of the stupid project that I'm supposed to complete yesterday. The 1st nite, stay up 2 do scripting(programming stuff) bcos the script is super long and super tedious, I didnt manage to finish it. 2nd nite, finish the touch ups on my scripts and finally..................DONE!!!

Phew seriously, i dun care anymore abt dat stupid project......whether it's working properly as it shud be, dats not wat i give a shit anymore. Anyway, i better getr gd marks for that scripts(even though i know i get penalty for handing in 1 day late) bcos if i dun, I've wasted my 48hrs of my precious time.

Damn, feel like bashing up the idiot who set this project.Grrrrrrr!

Until then guys............................

Windows 7 IsSueS....

Well I just upgraded my laptop's operating system to Windows 7. But honestly thinking i wish i hadn't. Here's wat happens:

1) The installation erase all my files, my music, videos, everything...............damn i shud've seen this coming and make a backup of my files

2) I was totally lost when I use Windows 7 for the very 1st time. Honestly, there's no instruction manual or anything to read up so i have 0 guidance. Hiaz............

But honestly thinking, I dun think Windows 7 is any better. Although the performance improves(which I fail to notice) but it's still as confusing as Vista. It's either because I'm just using it for the first time so it's too early for me to critique, or my laptop really sucks..........

Until then guys.....................

DooMeD.....

Today is the day when I have to present my audit scripts................

N i still havent finish them.......................

Wat 2 do? Explain to the teacher everything. Yeah I did send an e-mail to my teacher that I cannot finish it by the deadline. And yeah I have so-called raised the white flag if u get what I mean.

Oh well, when a slacker is about to fail a subject, he has already done it..........

Only i wish that I made a backup script on my lab PC. Damnit, if I find that bastard who erase my script just now, I would have killed him........

But wat's done is done, there's no turning back =(

Until then guys............................

1sT PosT......

This blog is actually my second blog(I have no idea y i cannot access my first blog). So i guess let's just start everything afresh, since it's been months since i last updated my blog(the 1st 1 dat is).

Anyway since this is this blog's very first post let me intro a bit of myself, for the benefit of those who have no idea of who the hell am I:

To readers out there, I'm just a simple guy with a simple life. But then , people around me seem to be different each day. Of course, cos ppl change during each day...So wat the hell should i care
I grew up as a simple person wif nothing at first...I'm not rich....I don't have many friends....I dun have anyone to give me company.....so as u can guess... I'm VERY lonely!!!!!
I'm the kind of guy who love making friends be it a guy or a gal, be it chinese or malay or indian,
For all i care, i know every1 of us is the same...none of us are different....
Dats all i gotta say 4 now, but i'll continue as a simple life.

Yup dats bout it I think, so let's all be friends shall we?

Until then guys...................

(oh for those who dunno wat i meant by my 1st blog, it's shadowcult080.blogspot.com)