KnN CcB!!!!

Yeah as the title says it all, it means I really do not have a really gd time yesterday. Bcos of some stupid ppl............

1st of all, spend like almost 8hrs studying for ITPM Class Test 2 (5 hrs wif Larry), yeah from 9am all the way to 5pm. And later just to find out that most of the topics I learn nvr come out at all. But luckily Larry did highlight some of the things dat might come out n surely, it did! Thx a lot man, even though i was really dying u really did make an attempt to "revive me" 0_0

But anyway, there's also some random bastard who go hack into my MSN, Tagged n FB n chg my profile updates. Not dat i'm really angry, it's more like I'm annoyed. Cos seriously it's damn fcuking childish sia. I mean 1 thing ppl not gonna believe to sudden unrecognizeable chgs cos ppl already know me when they already meet me personally. 2nd thing, is dat u wouldnt really wan other ppl do the same thing 2 u so y u do this kind of crap to me. Wat i'm trying 2 say in other words is dat no 1 will benefit out of this childish game of urs. So just grow up for God's sake but if u dun wan 2 then FCUK OFF N DIE U MF!!!

sorry but i seriously need to get back to my assignments so i'll update u guys later k?

Until then guyz.......................................

StreSS n FrusTraTions.........

Yeah it's been 1 hell of a week, or to be exact, evryday is seriously damn stressful lately. Seriously it's been nothing but STRESS all the time and there isnt a time for me to relax.

Okay I admit I have poor time management for the last weekend, but seriously, it cant b helped! I was planning to complete my assignments after i got back from work but due to overwhelming customer intake for the last 2 days, I kena OT 2 days in a row. I wouldnt have mind since there's more pay but then sadly, i was too tired when I reach home and knock out by the time I reach my bed. N dat's how my assignments get piled up.......sadly.........

But anyway apart from dat, it's seriously frustrating whenever i try 2 sleep then there'll b some ppl from my class msging me on how 2 do the assignments n all. Sorry guys but I havent even started so I cant really help u guys @ the moment.

N yeah, last fri jamming session is cancelled cos some ppl r "busy" having fun while I'm stuck inside this hellhole wif nothing but well, STRESS. N anyway, today's jamming session is also cancelled bcos of the stupid ITPM class which ends @ 7pm. Hiaz...........

Well there's 1 last thing dat I'm not sure to call it a frustration or joke of the day, cos there's SOME1 wh's trying 2 imitate ME. I mean, wtf is dat all abt? Trying 2 bcome the super rebellious deliquent, then b a musician n join a band, then wanna draw up some comics(i think he gets tired of dat already), EVRYTHING! Evry1 knows dats wat the infamous Shadow from GVSS usually does. Ok fine, i'm talking crap here but seriously, nothing benefits if u keep doing this. Not only u'll b labelled as a COPYCAT but watever u do, all the end results goes to me (if u do smth goes to me but if u do bad things my name gets disgraced). Ok I'm talking crap again, but as the frenly neighborhood Shadow, I advice u , b urself, there's nothing gd gonna happen if u keep copying other ppl's lifestyle u know. N not only dat, u wont even feel gd bout urself. N i'm neither a saint nor a devil, so there's nothing gd u can take of me. So stop being such a COPYCAT!

Kk seriously i need to get back to my studies but b4 i leave it here, I would like to wish all taking O lvl MT paper n ITPM Class Test 2 respectively ALL THE BEST. Big Bro Shadow is behind u supporting all the way! =D

Until then guyz.............................

TaLeS Of 3 FrenZ.......

Well, i'm busy as usual, obviously. Wif the tests and assignment deadlines chasing after my ass all the time, I havent been getting proper relaxation so i'm pretty stressed @ the moment. So dats y some ppl may have notice me being grumpy or smth, but seriously, i didnt mean 2 offend u guys in any way. Dat's y i wanna appologise if i have hurt u all without realising. Sorry =(

Anyway, the only time that I can destress is usually the jamming sessions. Ah yes! Talking bout jamming sessions, last friday's practice was pretty cool, though it still doesnt go as well as i might have planned. But then, we r still a new band after all so mayb i might b bit too fast. But still it feels really gd to b one complete band again. Well if evrything goes as planned we would be able to finish some things n make few covers but oh well, it's still too early to say anything.

But anyway skool n work make things quite busy.......but unfortunately i got additional work this time round. Recently, a fren of mine who used to work wif me during our "sec skool comic dayz"(we spend most of our time working on comics for skool newsletter) approach me n request for help to make a new storyboard. Yeah I know I haven quite finished wif the "School Dayz" comic(still stuck at chapter 7 i think) but for frenship sake(or dat's wat i think anyway) so i dcide to help him out. The storyboard is entitled "Tales Of 3 Friends" n goes like this:

3 childhood frens 1st met during elementary skool,
Live in the same neighborhood, n study at the same class,
They all have different ambitions,
1st wan 2 b a successful businessman,
2nd wan 2 b a wonderful cook,
3rd wan 2 b a famous rock star,
So as they began to part their ways,
Once their high school graduation have pass,
5 years later, they are finally reunited,
Wat have changed them during those 5 years?
Wat challenges will await them in the future?
Will their bond from the past finally came to last?

Oh well, dats wat i think it shud goes anyway =P............But then this is the plan for the intro of the story so it's up to my pal to determine the story flow. I'll b helping him on the narration but this is NOT my work.(actually i got the idea after watching several chinese n japanese dramas =P)

I'm not in the mood to talk any further cos I'm tired n stressed (abt skool obviously) so i think i just gonna end it here for now.

Until then guyz............................................

LoVe = HeArtPaiN

(For some ppl, love is the best feeling that they could ever experienced throughout their entire life. For others, it's the painful feeling experienced every day as though it's a living hell. N sad to say, I happen to be the latter)

Sorry guys, for being MIA for so long. Nothing much happen so dun worry, u guys havent missed much. Though I was kinda busy offlate, with the project deliverable submissions and class tests which are all over last wk. Sad to say I can't really relax anytime soon cos there's still few deliverables dat needs to be settled. Oh well, life never goes as wat u wanted, didnt it?

It's kinda weird talking about love n relationships when I already dcide at the beginning of this yr dat I'm thru wif 'em. But u can't help envy when u hear ur frens chatting freely about their bf/gf or when u see couples roaming around u. But weird enough, some of my frens keep consulting me about this matter n i wasnt really sure if I'm the rite person to give the proper advice. Most of the time I would just listen to them rambling bout their problems but I hardly dare to provide the solutions.

Me? Hahaha, I nvr really experienced true love myself, been in couple of relationships which all have sad endings. Yeah Avril Lavigne u got dat rite, So Much For My Happy Ending XD. Nah I have been thru wif this crap for more than (I dunno how many) times. But naturally, majority of the girls would see me as an absolute jerk or dork (sounds like Radiohead's Creep "I'm a creep; I'm a weirdo") so I'm not really dat attractive kind of person. But I nvr blame them or myself, bcos I believe dat someday some1 will accept me for who I am (even though dat belief can b a bit delusional at times).

Yeah, while on the topic, I vowed earlier on not to get distracted with these relationship stuff but naturally, I fallen for some1 few wks ago. Yeah she was in the same class wif me n happen to b on the same project team as me, n i thought i consider myself lucky. She's pretty, cute n i love the way she laugh at the most dumbest joke dat me n (mostly)my teammates make. I thought mayb finally she's the 1 for me. But then, on the nite dat i decided to confess 2 her, I manage to discover dat she's actually already attached. Yeah dat's predictable, who the hell prefer this creep over some1's who's hot? It really tears my heart, makes me cry for quite a while, evrytime i see her face but oh well, u can't force things to happen rite? All I can do now is wish dat she has an eternal happiness wif whoever she loves.............n dat I move on as well........................

Kk, enough bout these relationship topic, else I gonna cry any minute. Moving on, bout my band, Titanium Hearts, it's going full force once again wif the new additions (Bassist n drummer) in the band. Though there are some disappointments, like how dat stupid Livin Forte Productions actually already closed dwn (y the hell they still put up their stupid website when their business's no longer runnin?) n dat our progress is much slower than i anticipated (but still we r making progress anyway rite?), but however, we'll b putting our very best to make up for lost time. Anyway I know a lot of u have demands on our performance, but I'm sorry to say dat u gotta b lil bit more patient wof us, let us be properly ready, alrite?

Okay dats all for now, but b4 i go i would like 2 share a quote from 1 of wise fren's fb profile:

True Love never runs smooth

Until then guyz...................................

................SetaDpU RoF KcaB

Nah, i'm just plain bored so i got nothing else better 2 do........-.-

Yeah I know it's been a while since I last updates, but I'm sorry there's nothing much to update here cos there's NOTHING interesting to update you guyz sadly =( But I'm just updating cos some ppl ask me to.........

Anyway everything's preetty normal for these past few days, other than there's more work for me to settle(actually i put up this post partly cos i lazy 2 do my work =x). N i'm doing xtra work here cos i doing 4 subjects while the others do only 2! No fair =(

But watever, at least i gain more knowledge than them(well dats wat i usually tell myself) But seriously, the deadlines are killing me! I mean, the class tests are on 1 day n the project submission on the following day? Man sometimes i really dunno wat to do, to study for test or finish the shitty projects 1st. Hiaz....................

Nothing much 2 say bout work, except dat every1 of my best frens at my workplace have left n now i'm stuck here all alone, with the rest of the super childish young crew. Wanna resign but boss dun allow me =(

But on the other hand, Titanium Hearts are gonna b more active again, cos we've been practising more covers lately. Yeah i know we suppose to finish up the single but we have to do a bit of reorganization since we have a new rhythm guitarist, but it'll be finished soon so plz b patient. But anyway this friday we'll be checking out a new jamming studio at Livin' Forte, the equipments shown at their website seems to be as gd as L-Cube so i hope it's the real deal when we jam there =)

Have to get back to my work so dats all for now

Until then guyz...........................