
(For some ppl, love is the best feeling that they could ever experienced throughout their entire life. For others, it's the painful feeling experienced every day as though it's a living hell. N sad to say, I happen to be the latter)
Sorry guys, for being MIA for so long. Nothing much happen so dun worry, u guys havent missed much. Though I was kinda busy offlate, with the project deliverable submissions and class tests which are all over last wk. Sad to say I can't really relax anytime soon cos there's still few deliverables dat needs to be settled. Oh well, life never goes as wat u wanted, didnt it?
It's kinda weird talking about love n relationships when I already dcide at the beginning of this yr dat I'm thru wif 'em. But u can't help envy when u hear ur frens chatting freely about their bf/gf or when u see couples roaming around u. But weird enough, some of my frens keep consulting me about this matter n i wasnt really sure if I'm the rite person to give the proper advice. Most of the time I would just listen to them rambling bout their problems but I hardly dare to provide the solutions.
Me? Hahaha, I nvr really experienced true love myself, been in couple of relationships which all have sad endings. Yeah Avril Lavigne u got dat rite, So Much For My Happy Ending XD. Nah I have been thru wif this crap for more than (I dunno how many) times. But naturally, majority of the girls would see me as an absolute jerk or dork (sounds like Radiohead's Creep "I'm a creep; I'm a weirdo") so I'm not really dat attractive kind of person. But I nvr blame them or myself, bcos I believe dat someday some1 will accept me for who I am (even though dat belief can b a bit delusional at times).
Yeah, while on the topic, I vowed earlier on not to get distracted with these relationship stuff but naturally, I fallen for some1 few wks ago. Yeah she was in the same class wif me n happen to b on the same project team as me, n i thought i consider myself lucky. She's pretty, cute n i love the way she laugh at the most dumbest joke dat me n (mostly)my teammates make. I thought mayb finally she's the 1 for me. But then, on the nite dat i decided to confess 2 her, I manage to discover dat she's actually already attached. Yeah dat's predictable, who the hell prefer this creep over some1's who's hot? It really tears my heart, makes me cry for quite a while, evrytime i see her face but oh well, u can't force things to happen rite? All I can do now is wish dat she has an eternal happiness wif whoever she loves.............n dat I move on as well........................
Kk, enough bout these relationship topic, else I gonna cry any minute. Moving on, bout my band, Titanium Hearts, it's going full force once again wif the new additions (Bassist n drummer) in the band. Though there are some disappointments, like how dat stupid Livin Forte Productions actually already closed dwn (y the hell they still put up their stupid website when their business's no longer runnin?) n dat our progress is much slower than i anticipated (but still we r making progress anyway rite?), but however, we'll b putting our very best to make up for lost time. Anyway I know a lot of u have demands on our performance, but I'm sorry to say dat u gotta b lil bit more patient wof us, let us be properly ready, alrite?
Okay dats all for now, but b4 i go i would like 2 share a quote from 1 of wise fren's fb profile:
True Love never runs smooth
Until then guyz...................................
Until then guyz...................................
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